They way i look on the outside...
Is it a reflection on how i am on the inside?
I cant tell.
My vision changes from time to time
Im a good person right?
Then if your good on the inside you should look good on the outside?
Right?
I cant tell.
To me i dont see it.
I think of ways to change how i look sometimes.
Ways that could help...
Or ways that could hurt.
But i get confused .
They say that its the inside that counts right?
But how come all that anyone cares about is the outside?
Its confusing.
They hurt
They Judge
They ruin
Only because of the look on the outside.
Not the inside
I cant decide
Decide wether to change
Or to stay the same
I think of myself as useless, a waste of space
But he thinks otherwise
He says i give him purpose
That i shouldnt change
I just dont know if i belive him
I know he tells the truth, but those words...
They sound like lies
Change? or Stay?
I want to change
Change myself to what people think i should look like
Or should i stay me?
I cant decide
50 Years Ago...
There in the hallway layed a young kid, about the age of 12. He lay there motionless as group of adults loomed over him."what should we do?" asked one of the adults. They all whispered ideas. "we should bury the body behinde the school" "no no thats a stupid idea! we should just burn the body!" "yes but what about the family?". The chatter stopped when the head or leader adult walked closer to the young kid's corspe. "what happened?" he asked softly. There was scilence for awhile untill one adult spoke up. "he died sir, from hunger". The head turned and looked at him "why?...why didnt you get the child food?". The